today is e 26th of july... e day han is leaving mi 2 a far far place for e 1st time... my 13yrs of fren... shld b e longest fren i had... or i shld say e longest fren tt i still kept in contact with... i reach e airport at 7 plus cuz her flight is at 9... n din manage 2 fall asleep at all e nite b4... feeling damn tired... manage 2 hold back my tears in e morning... too many ppl... must be veri strong 2 do tt.. n must act like its nth 2 mi as well... think my acting skills not too bad...

went home after tt.... but ghim thia came 2 my hse so i was still trying 2 feel ok at tt time... after he went back, im starting 2 miss han liaoz... haiz... i tried not 2 think abt it n went 2 take a afternoon nap... lay there close my eyes for a veri long time... i think gong gong lidat lie down there slept for around an hr... after tt couldnt slp at all... this is realli a torture 2 mi... haiz.... after tt met yahui n ghim thia for dinner n movie... SIMPSONS.... smth tt i wanted 2 watch long ago... so... decided 2 watch it 2day... a veri lame movie... veri funni... ppl hu r lame will laugh alot in this movie ba.... so... here is a pic of yahui n e simpsons...!



after e movie... ghim thia went 2 meet his frens so i decided 2 go home wif yahui by train instead of his car.. haha... no free ride... so sad... tt's not e main pt... need 2 let out all my sadness here 2day... throughout e journey home i think i speak less than 5 sentences 2 her n she keep asking mi not 2 b so quiet... i realli cant help it... so sorrie yahui... 2day realli not in e mood... i haf realli control myself too long for 2day liaoz...

im suppose 2 sms ghim thia when i reach home...so i did tt... n wad happen was he told mi 2 go online n find han...! wad e... remind mi again... this time round im realli alone in e room... water tap open liaoz... no matter how i try i cant close it... now my eyes r so red... haha... wonder when is e last time i felt so sad... n this time round was double sadness... cuz ghim thia is goin army tml.... consecutive 2 days of torture for mi... think tml will b worse for mi... got 2 think of him n han at e same time... how sad will i be... haiyo.... someone pls help mi 2 close my water tap can notz... dehydration liaoz larhz....

alright... tt's all... don wanna say liaoz... or else realli cannot stop crying le... my 2 gd frens arhz... don ever torture mi lidat anymore next time horz... this is terrible... haiz........