today is e 26th of july... e day han is leaving mi 2 a far far place for e 1st time... my 13yrs of fren... shld b e longest fren i had... or i shld say e longest fren tt i still kept in contact with... i reach e airport at 7 plus cuz her flight is at 9... n din manage 2 fall asleep at all e nite b4... feeling damn tired... manage 2 hold back my tears in e morning... too many ppl... must be veri strong 2 do tt.. n must act like its nth 2 mi as well... think my acting skills not too bad...

went home after tt.... but ghim thia came 2 my hse so i was still trying 2 feel ok at tt time... after he went back, im starting 2 miss han liaoz... haiz... i tried not 2 think abt it n went 2 take a afternoon nap... lay there close my eyes for a veri long time... i think gong gong lidat lie down there slept for around an hr... after tt couldnt slp at all... this is realli a torture 2 mi... haiz.... after tt met yahui n ghim thia for dinner n movie... SIMPSONS.... smth tt i wanted 2 watch long ago... so... decided 2 watch it 2day... a veri lame movie... veri funni... ppl hu r lame will laugh alot in this movie ba.... so... here is a pic of yahui n e simpsons...!



after e movie... ghim thia went 2 meet his frens so i decided 2 go home wif yahui by train instead of his car.. haha... no free ride... so sad... tt's not e main pt... need 2 let out all my sadness here 2day... throughout e journey home i think i speak less than 5 sentences 2 her n she keep asking mi not 2 b so quiet... i realli cant help it... so sorrie yahui... 2day realli not in e mood... i haf realli control myself too long for 2day liaoz...

im suppose 2 sms ghim thia when i reach home...so i did tt... n wad happen was he told mi 2 go online n find han...! wad e... remind mi again... this time round im realli alone in e room... water tap open liaoz... no matter how i try i cant close it... now my eyes r so red... haha... wonder when is e last time i felt so sad... n this time round was double sadness... cuz ghim thia is goin army tml.... consecutive 2 days of torture for mi... think tml will b worse for mi... got 2 think of him n han at e same time... how sad will i be... haiyo.... someone pls help mi 2 close my water tap can notz... dehydration liaoz larhz....

alright... tt's all... don wanna say liaoz... or else realli cannot stop crying le... my 2 gd frens arhz... don ever torture mi lidat anymore next time horz... this is terrible... haiz........

sad

saD

sAD

SAD

dunno whether its sad

like having a big stone

cant remove it

don like this feeling

haiz

how long will i take to recover this time round?

hu knows..............................................................

haha.... after allowing my blog 2 rot with mi for some time.... i finally haf smth 2 blog again...! wahaha... wad izzit this time......? i was almost bored 2 death when this thing came 2 mi...! its smth like my bdae cum christmas present from jasmine... n... its a jigsaw puzzle...! haha... see wad happens when someone is bored 2 an extreme stage... hahaha... but... this puzzle is simply too difficult... OMG.... wonder how long i will take 2 finish it....


this is my 1000 pieces puzzle... dunno if u all can see wad pic it is... it is actualli a pic of an orchestra... n from e pic as u can see... there r so many ppl... tt's not e worse thing... e worse thing is all e ppl r alike...! oh manz.... its so difficult 2 differentiate them larhz... but... im gonna challenge it... haha....

here i go...! time 2 start work on it... haha... its around 4pm now....

wahaha.... at 10pm... this is wad i get... 6 hrs later.... we manage 2 finish e parts and e sides where there r no humans...!! wahaha..... n we r damn tired already.... so.... time 2 pack up.... continue again another time.....

haha... ppl out there... make do with this entry 1st alright?? i think e next time i blog again shall b e time when i finish this puzzle... hahaha....

time 2 update my blog... haha... so i shall talk abt 2day... juz came back from uncle chor meng's house... 2day is tt xiao gua's bdae... tt younger one i mean... haha... she's such a cutie... but i gt nth much 2 write... so... look at pics ba... haha...


nah... not this one... this one is e older one... haha... en en is so beautiful...

ah... this is e one... mei mei.... u r so cute... happie bdae 2 u...! smile larhz...mei... u look nicer in this pic... but almost out of e frame liaoz... haha...
haiyo... en arhz... so playful.... u look so ugly... haha...

wow... split... not veri clear in this pic... but this split is done by en en .... u haf learn well in ur dancing...

haha... another one... well done...!

haha...mei trying 2 follow her sis... n she end up lidat... wahaha.... pls larhz... mei.... always follow en.... hahaha....

hmmz... tt's all i think... haha... i haf already tried my best 2 blog... realli haf 2 squeeze smth out 2 blog during e hols... its seriously too bored...!!