my nanny juz pass away.... i onli knew it last nite.... until now i still dunno wad happen.... onli know tt she pass away in Australlia and was brought back onli a few days ago... totally shocked last nite... my mum pass mi e newspaper n ask mi who's tt... i couldnt ans her... e pic was long time ago... not because i couldnt recognised her but juz tt i couldnt accept e fact... i din wan 2 tell her who's tt n i din wan it 2 b e truth... i knew it was my nanny e moment i saw it.... but i was waiting for my mum 2 say it.... she doted on mi since i was a baby... doted to e extend of even not allowing my parents to bring mi home and gif excuses like her husband had brought mi out for a walk or i was sleeping.... veri kua zhang... but my mum say tt time she even gt difficulty taking a look at mi aat tt time... my nanny treats mi juz like her own daughter.... n my nickname at home which is used till today was given by her... i wasnt crying i dunno y... my parents brought mi 2 her wake last nite... all my memories came back....... reminds mi of my grandfather as well.... e scene is e same... went upstairs to look for my sis nanny but couldnt rem exactly which unit she lives in.... saw my nanny's hse... which was near e staircase... i rem once i fell down e stairs n it left a scar on my eyebrow... everyone was anxious like dunno wad.... of course my nanny was one of them... din get to offer incense last nite cuz they were chanting... n of course i din get 2 see her at all.... during chi new yr this yr... i was juz downstairs n i was wondering whether 2 go up n look 4 her... in e end i nv.... now i realli regret it.... i was onli downstairs.... wad's so difficult abt goin up... y din i go up ??? anyway its too late.... i will nv forget u nanny.... i miss u....