♥ Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Tired.......
This i s so tiring... today is e 1st day of lesson ever since my 11 days break... juz came back frm tuition... everyday after sch also haf 2 gif tuition... why is money so difficult to earn... i feel that my life is getting more n more tiring... go sch, go tuition, go sch, go tuition..... where do i find e time 2 study??? onli tt few hrs for mi 2 study.... nth is going in my head...!!! do i realli need so much money myself... yes, i think i need... since i gt 2 take care of myself and now i realise how big my expenses are every mth... learning this n that, travelling expenses, daily expenses... xin ku le... papa... but im still not earning enuf now when im already teaching everyday... haiz... hope 2 haf another kid... but i will b realli busy if i realli haf another new kid.... but is there another way for mi 2 earn more than no w/o being so tiring? don think so rite.... this shld b e easiest job n fastest way of earning money le... haiz..................... this is not e worse... e worse thing is everyday reach home so late le, feeling so damn tired and yet i cant slp...!!! always manage2 fall asleep onli at 2am.... im onli slping a few hrs a day... how awake can i be in e morning... tml lecture morning again.... hope i will b awake.............. n hope i can slp earlier 2nite........ how can a person haf no life to this extend.......... haiz..........

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