haha...as usual.. driving on wed... today instructor Lawrence took mi.. haha.. e one like a father to mi... haiz... don mi 2 repeat ba... he reminded mi again.. haha...but its okie... my next test is coming up le... its on e 10 oct... n i juz found out tt 10 oct is also Taiwan's national day... haha... today he told mi quite a few jokes... his lesson is always not boring... cuz onli during his lesson there will b radio.. so even if no one is talking, i still can listen 2 e radio... wahaha... n i found out smth 2day... new information i shld say... he told mi tt every strain of muscle in our body has a memory... therefore, when e same action is done, same action stayed there not moving we will actualli becum immune... tt's y we always say too long le so immune le... haha... cuz e muscle has remembered tt action therefore it juz stayed there... haha.. interesting rite... i din know abt this... then he say when we get muscle ache, we will tend 2 massage it cuz it feels better... he says tt by massaging it, we will let e muscle try 2 forget e memory it has as e cause of muscle ache is doin e same action... haha... so fun... dunno true notz... maybe he's juz talking rubbish... but i will choose 2 believe him larhz... another thing is sniffing glue is actualli worse than taking drugs...! cuz juz a single sniff of glue directly frm e glue itself will actualli kill majority of our brain cells..! warh... quite alot of new things today... luckily i rem... hope they r all true n he is not juz entertaining mi... wahaha... tt's all... byez...!!!

Juz had my socio test today...finally its over... struggle over this thing for so many days... a small test lidat actualli make mi stress till duno like wad... haiz... anyway... today's test... hmmz.... nth 2 say.... i seriously gt no idea whether i can pass notz... pathetic till this state....
Today din do any studying at all... so sad... gave many reasons like i juz finish my socio test so must rest but in actual fact is i seriously gt no mood 2 study... dunno y lehz... mood swing again... juz slack n slack... i think im already 2 wks behind my ibm le... its time 2 catch up... haiz... gt 2 go slp le... tml's tuition is change to morning.. which is gd.. this means tt i get 2 go home early tml instead of taking cabe home again... haha... save money... so... time 4 bed... hope tml will b a better day... =)

Juz came back frm my driving lesson again... why why why... today is a different instructor... he onli took mi thrice including 2day... yet he rem mi... e moment i step into e car he actualli said, " Ms Lim...y r u back again??? How can u fail???" how am i suppose 2 react ?? this is so saddening... then throughout e whole lesson he kept saying he rem how i drive and i drove well... how can i possibly fail... kept saying im so careless... haiz.... why must they keep reminding mi... not onli tt... i also saw e other instructor hu is like a father 2 mi... he also gave a surprised look when he see mi... haiyo... Instructor no. 1 - Instructor Desmond, shouted across e carpark saying how can i fail (embarrassed like dunno wad). Instructor no. 2 - Instructor Lawrence, gave mi a surprised look asking y am i back. Instructor no. 3 - Instructor Mark ( e instructor i mention above).... see tt ?????? this is so saddening..!!!!!!!!! y must they keep reminding mi..... haiz.... make mi feel so bad.... I realli must pass this time round le... make mi so paiseh also... haiz........................................................

i dunno wad 2 update this time round..juz feel tt i have not cum in 4 quite some time so here am i... haha... alright i will juz say wad is happening recently... hmmz..let's start wif yesterday... yesterday went 4 sociology lesson as usual dunno wad e lecturer is talking abt and she keep reminding us tt next mon there's a test.. dunno wad happen keep thinking of food.. i found out tt whenever i feel stress i will feel like eating.. no wonder im seriously getting fatter n fatter... haiz... same 4 yesterday... keep thinking of food in cls.. in e end after cls went pizza hut 2 eat wif eleen.. haha.. smth wrong... no money still keep spending money... haiz... after tt, suppose 2 go home n study de, but hu knows i end up playing game for 1.5 hrs... wasted 1.5 hrs juz lidat... then nth much 2 mention le... went tuition after tt came home continue 2 sit in front of my laptop... haiz...

Now, for 2day... 2day i had my econs lesson...1st 1 hr plus still understand e lecture... but after tt starts 2 get restless n found tt i understand wad he is talking abt but i gt no idea how 2 start drawing e diagram... haha.. gt 2 go n revise it soon if not i know i will forget... short term memory... after cls went tuition then came home in a taxi again... (spend money again). Im feeling so damn tired.............................................................................................................

Last night managed 2 fall asleep at around 2.30am… and since this morning’s tuition was cancelled so I manage 2 sleep my thru e whole morning all e way till 1 plus in the afternoon… wad a nice sleep im finally getting… everyday slp onli abt 4 to 5 hrs finally get to slp hmmz 11 hrs…!!! haha… juz finish reading thru my sociology study guide, next next mon there will be a sociology test… but I have onli finish reading thru my study guide, my lecture notes I haben even touch yet… much less to say my additional reading… there’s simply too much 2 be read in sociology… haiz… I wonder how my sociology test will be.. this is a totally new sub 2 mi… until now it still looks like a stranger to mi… hope it can be frens with mi soon… wahaha… talking rubbish already… okie… its time to go n finish up my lectures notes so tt tml I can study my maths and econs… since there will b a maths test next wed.. although its e easiest sub for now but I still have to place importance on this sub cuz I need 2 score in this sub tt I think its e easiest.. haha… okie…. Another whole lot of rubbish since I say byez… haha… this time really got to go le… byebye…!!!

hahaha...juz came back frm my driving lesson after not driving for so long... cuz i fail my 1st test... haiz... so sad... reminds mi of tt day again... but then all of a sudden a change of mood... I met my fav instructor today... haha... he is as lame as usual... made mi laugh throughout e whole lesson... hahaha.... thanks 2 him im feeling much better now.... hee... but he kept reminding mi of e day when i fail my test... haiz... so saddening larhz.... but its over le... i haf 2 make sure i will pass this time round... yeah... buck up yanli...!!! jia you lo....!!!

This i s so tiring... today is e 1st day of lesson ever since my 11 days break... juz came back frm tuition... everyday after sch also haf 2 gif tuition... why is money so difficult to earn... i feel that my life is getting more n more tiring... go sch, go tuition, go sch, go tuition..... where do i find e time 2 study??? onli tt few hrs for mi 2 study.... nth is going in my head...!!! do i realli need so much money myself... yes, i think i need... since i gt 2 take care of myself and now i realise how big my expenses are every mth... learning this n that, travelling expenses, daily expenses... xin ku le... papa... but im still not earning enuf now when im already teaching everyday... haiz... hope 2 haf another kid... but i will b realli busy if i realli haf another new kid.... but is there another way for mi 2 earn more than no w/o being so tiring? don think so rite.... this shld b e easiest job n fastest way of earning money le... haiz..................... this is not e worse... e worse thing is everyday reach home so late le, feeling so damn tired and yet i cant slp...!!! always manage2 fall asleep onli at 2am.... im onli slping a few hrs a day... how awake can i be in e morning... tml lecture morning again.... hope i will b awake.............. n hope i can slp earlier 2nite........ how can a person haf no life to this extend.......... haiz..........

haha...went studying at kovan yoshi at 3 plus in e afternoon today( yesterday ba...now its already 1am le)...but all e way till 6 plus i actualli din get any studying done lehz...!! HOWEVER....hahaha... im so glad... went compass mac at 7 plus and i gt studying done... most of it shld be inside my head le ba... haha... luckily din waste e whole day if not i will be realli realli sad.... haha... tt's all.... byebye...!!

wad is this ? today is fri already...!! my hols are ending soon but i've not finish studying yet...! im supposed 2 catch up wif my sch work de... but wad's happening ?? haiz... i feel so sad... sch has onli started one mth n yet im already feeling so stress... is this goin 2 b much more tougher than JC ?? i will b in a torture again if this is e case... i tot nth can b much more tougher than JC life le but it doesnt seem 2 b e case... hope everything will b fine............. haiz.... time 2 work harder..........................................

hmmz....having a holiday now... a one wk break... actualli its more than a wk ba... let mi count............... shld b 11 days... haha... shld b glad tt there's a 11 days break... my next break shld b next yr june after my 1st yr exams ba... warh.. tt's so long........................... last fri i was glad tt i had a break cuz its finallly time 4 mi 2 catch up on my work especially sociology... but i realise tt i realli cant study at home...! end up not doin anything or not much at all... haiz... i haf negelcted my socio for 2 wks le... when sch reopens im goin 2 haf a socio test, how am i going 2 pass lidat ??? haiz.... yesterday went 2 e library study for quite some time but still cant finish studying my socio... too much reading 2 be done... stilll don understand y some ppl say uni is honeymoon yr... its not at all...! it doesnt seem 2 be any easier than JC... still stress as usual... hope i haf grown up n im able 2 cope wif stress now.. hahaha... reminds mi of e time when i skip sch in JC cuz i gt a phobia of goin 2 sch... haiz... i promise i wont skip sch in uni le...! haha... ... ... ...